Thursday, August 24, 2017

In the Fire

Since I lost my brother a few months ago, I've had a hard time finding the strength to encourage others. I felt so cheated and abandoned that it was difficult for me to even acknowledge my own blessings, let alone share with others. I was fixated on all of the difficult parts of my life, having gotten sick, failed relationships, financial hardships, funding for school, raising my kids alone, losing my brother...that I forgot about all the good I had. 


Yesterday, I bought this journal, and decided that everyday I'd log the things I'm thankful for. From the small miracles we take for granted everyday to the blessings HE sends us to remind us who we are and more importantly who HE is. 

I have ignored the fact that our trials are intended to strengthen us, because I was sulking in my own grief. But as a Phoenix always does, today I've risen, with life and strength, with passion and vigor. 

Today, I am thankful for this fire that burns inside me, that propels and guides me. Today, I am thankful for my present path, the life ahead of me, and the lessons the past has taught me. I'm reminded that we don't have to wait until  we come out on the other side to recognize the strength that is always there within us.  In the midst of the fire is when we are the strongest. 

Get on Fire!!! 🔥